aprilDAWN: I live for the weekends

My weekend actually started thursday night. Jess, jackie, Corey, and I went to see the midnight showing of the new Mummy movie, it was RETARDDDED the acting was terrible but it was still fun just to get out and not worry about things. There was this guy who I was talking to and he promised he would share his pizza with me and Jackie cause we were starving but then we ended up having to switch theatres so the pizza guy got sperated from us it was a big disappointment haha. After the movie Jess and Jackie stayed the night at my house and we watched World of the Worlds and scarfed down 3 frozen pizzas they were DELISSH. We crashed about 5 A.M. and they both had to leave early while i slept in until 3 P.M. haha.

Me and Corey in the theatre

Ticket stub!

Friday woah what i HOOT. Angela went with me to pay my phone bill and then we went to Walmart cause i had to pick some things up for my mom and myself. hahaha and angela got in the cart and i was pushing her around walmart when people got in our way she would honk an imaginary horn and say BEEEEP BEEEP. We got a lot of stares and a lot of laughs and even a few guys numbers despite the fact neither of us had showered in a few days nor did we have our hair or makeup done, basically we were disgusting hahahah. UGH then we went to the undies section and this big fat lady was like "you need to get out you're way tooo big to be sitting in the cart" angela was like fricccck she's really one to talk hahahahahaha i was dying. So after walmart we decided we wanted to match for later that night because we were taking Marissa out bowling for her birthday so we went to target and got matching huge boy shirts and wore leggings with them.

The shopping cart adventure hahaha

Me and Angpoop are twins!

So Jess, Amanda, Angela, Marissa, and Marissa's friend Alyssa went cosmic bowling . . . it was soooo fun we just drove around for an hour and a half before we went bowling doing Chinese firedrills. At the bowling alley we played truth or dare and the guy working there was flirting HARDCORE with all of us it was kinda weird but hey us girls can bootyshake. We were so loud and dancing all over the place it was so fun. Everytime someone got a gutterball they had to do a gutterball dance, same with a strike it was a victory dance. The night was filled with laughter, music, dancing, pictures, and just a bundle of fun! After we dropped everyone off Amanda, Jess, and I talked about our crappy lives and how all of us need to move out already. Things are happening sooner than we thought and I cannot WAIT to finally be out of westphx/avondale area and living it up with my best friends!

The girls at the bowling alley

Saturday I was depressed just thinking about everything in my life. Friday night as fun as it was it also made me depressed all of my friends have someone who cares about them I mean whether they are dating or not they have someone, and I seem to be the only one who doesn't it's really hard to deal with sometimes. I just have been thinking about my life and how its always been like that everytime a guy seems interested they meet my friends who are "cutier" than me and start to like them more. . . and i don't blame them i have gorgeous friends I'm used to being the "ugly" friend and the "ugly" sister. . . it's just been hitting me hard lately. I've being dealing with this issue my whole life and the one time when I want someone there and I want someone to care they are more intersted in my friends. I've always been the ODDBALL in my family and now i'm the ODDBALL within my friends it just sucks I guess.

One of the balloons angela bought me

Jess and Angela my number one girls knew i was going through a hard time they didn't know what was going on but they knew i was extremely down. They both came over and brought me balloons and were just there because they care so much, I really don't know how I am blessed with such great friends. They cleaned my room and bathroom for me and made me get out of bed to shower and get ready for a fun night out. Angela did my hair for me and I really did look cute she curled it. Us three girls just drove around and talked and even though it didn't fix anything it's nice to know that i have someone to talk to about issues that have been eating me up my whole life. After we dropped Angela off, Jess and I went to Marissa's sleepover and met her two best friend who are crazzzy cool. It was an amazing night.