WOW havent written in a while and a lot has gone on. Daniel and Jessica stayed the week with us and even though we didnt see eachother that much it was fun playing games with them and just chilling. They took me and my best friend jess to see the Dark Knight since Jonathan hadn't seen it and neither had we and went to walmart and like 12:30 am for ice cream afterwards it was a great night.
This weekend Jessica went to Colorado and we've been kinda fighting the past three days, serious serious stuff has gone on between us in the past and she promised it would never happen again and she wouldn't put me a situation where i felt uncomfortable again but the night we went to the movie with my brother and she stayed the night, it happend again. I cannot trust her at all anymore and she's made me feel so insecure about myself she's part of the reason I put myself down all the time and have self esteem issues . I love her i still want to be friends but our friendship has drastically changed and it will never be the same. As far as her and Corey that's changed I think too I had to tell him everything because Jessica literally has a problem and she won't admitt it but its always the ones that are indenial that have issues. I've never delt with anything like this before and I'm not exactally sure what to do but I think keeping my distance from Jessica for a while is best I just hope she realizes she has a problem and gets the help that she needs before its too late and she ends up hurting more people or even herself
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