AHHH

I am going crazy insane right now with boy drama. Oh on a different note I just got back from my interview with JCpenny Portrait Studio and i'm pretty sure I got the job... I have to do all this background check crap before hand though so I won't be starting for probably a couple weeks. I'm still stoked about it!! Finally a job but a photography job ontop of it, things are starting to look up. OKAY back to the drama.... I literally have 7 boys who like me right now 7 seriously are you joking me? Only 2 are LDS and one is a really jacked LDS guy but he's starting to come around, and i'm soo not interested in the other one. I've gotten to the point where I really don't want a boy in my life and now that I don't everyone wants me... its driving me mad! There are 4 of the 7 that I really like but i'm not sure how they feel exactally besides the fact that I know they're interested. I want someone to finally do something about that interest already... I'm so done with the whole friends with benefits thing I need something real for once. I have been going on date after date after date with boy after boy after boy... and it's really getting old. You'd think it would be fun to have all these guys... but to be honest I was a lot happier when I had no one.