A Fresh New Start

I broke it off with Justin. Timing just isn't right and as much as I really do love and care about him we both have so much going on in our lives right now it's almost impossible to keep our relationship strong especially since it is long distance. I figure, if it's meant to be then it's meant to be but who am i kidding its probably not meant to be lol. So its actually kinda funny the night that me and Justin breakup is the night Jason moves back to AZ... he's always always been there for me even when I have hurt him in the past, and once again when I needed someone to be there and listen he was there for me tonight. I know he has really strong feelings for me and i've always seen him as just a good friend, but honestly I feel like he would make an incredible boyfriend. He's read the book of mormon cover to cover probably more times than I ever will and isn't even a member (yet) haha! Not to mention we enjoy sooooo much of the same things. I've already got him committed to going to church with me and he's just barely settling into his new home. I'm going on kind of a double date with him this friday and I really am excited. Hopefully things work out I really need someone there who just cares, and I think he'd make me really happy.

I'm excited for school to start new experiences, new faces, new knowledge... I can't wait! These past two weeks have just been bummer after bummer so now i'm just ready for a fresh new start hopefully i can just finish out this week in one piece.