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Jessica and I talked until 4 AM last night we worked everything out and she admitts she has a problem. Although our friendship has changed I am still going to be there for her and help her through this issue I can't handle loosing my best friend ecspecially with everything going on right now in my life. We decided that we will not have sleepovers anymore because of the temptation for her its just better that she isnt put in a situation wher she can be tempted and make a huge mistake again, as for me i dont want to be put in a position where i feel even slightly uncomfortable around her . . . Her and Corey worked everything out as well but he still doesnt think she has a problem that boy is totally oblivious to EVERYTHING he just wants to be with her no matter the risks sometimes i just want to shake the RETARD out of him but even then he'd still be the same oblivious Corey.

Life is seriously a rollercoaster one week is amazing meeting new people and making new best friends and then BOOM the next i'm loosing my best friends and fighting with everyone. I guess that's what it is all about though you can't truly be grateful for what you have or find true happiness without loosing it. In the past few months I have definately realized this, and those people who don't experience the TERRIBLE HORRIBLE AWFUL bad things that leave you feeling guilty, lonely, frusterated, upset, miserable, and just down right wanting to kill yourself . . . Truly don't know what it is like to feel complete happiness because they've never been so down to appreciate the GOOD in life. I'm slowly starting to figure this out and slowly starting to appreciate the GOOD and BAD. Simply stated life is amazing and thereis no denying it.